The Reality of this Romance

School bell rings
Go out turn my phone on
Dial his number
He actually answers

"Are you at home?"
I ask
"Yeah."
He answers
"Ok. Well bye."
I hang up

Drive down the road
No caution in the wind
Drive up the driveway.

He meets me outside
I say nothing
Embrace him
Enjoy the moment

I dont know how long it will last
"I miss you"
"I know you want her and won't stop"
"I want you, and I won't stop"
"I couldnt live with out you knowing"
The words fall out like rain from the clouds

Shocked
Speechless
I'm walking away
He grabs me

Kiss me
He kisses me
I kiss back
We are both understood

Thats it the end

School bell rings
Go out turn my phone on
Dial his number
He dosn't answer

Drive down the road
Sitting at home
Wishing he and me
Could be

Reality

ghost of a girl

Ghost Girl
She can't find her body
Follow the screams
Ecstasy and Pleasure
She knows better
Running from the truth
Of her actions
Forbidden the touch is
Searing and Electric alike

Ghost
Knows what is real
Screams of pain
Begs for it to stop
Waits for it to end
Fears what is happening
The mistake

Girl Ghost
I gasp
Back in my corpse
Living but dead inside
Its over
Now I feel the pain
Physical yes..but no
Emotionally I am barely alive

Girl
Alive on the oustide
Dead on the inside
My night as a ghost
Tore her apart

making sense of this romance

Outside of my window
A melody filters into my ears
Memories playing like a favorite film
Of yesterday

I close my eyes
Release the tears
Turn my head thinking I can see

Your hurting me was
Unintentional
But how could you not know
Or understand that
Your the only thing that makes sense to me

Still to this moment
I know that is true
I'm singing along
To this tune made of all that is me and you

One step and I take a look and see that you are indeed
Outside of my window with your radio
Trying to make sense of this thing we have
One million songs could have hummed through my mind

But it was that one
So its time for us to decide
Where we are now
Together or apart

Till death do us part
I do
Live this Romeo and Juliet type of
Undefined romance
With you
The only thing that will ever make sense to me