into my reflection of self

Self reflection
Its helping me
I am figuring out what
It means to me

Among the
Heartbreak
Tears
Anger
Lonlieness
Insecurity

I finally find myself happy

She Is Happy

She wakes up greets the day
Not so long
Not far away
Beautiful like she knows
Messy but planned never knowing
What

The radio is broken
She sings her own song
The only tune her heart knows
It could be worse
Why make her own curse

People surround her
Some filled with love
Some filled with hate
It a test she takes every day
Somehow smiling the fears away

They all can't help but say
She is so happy today

My Secrets Make Me

I hate secrets
They just create little bombs
I have many yes
I hate them just as much
True
The only reason I keep them
Is to hide who i really believe I am
Wretched
Disgusting
Ugly
Lonely
Depressed
All I want to do is make a list
Of all my secrets
All the twisted things I do
All the sick things I think
I want you all to know me to
You might put me me away
Shun me, you're through
But at least then you would know
That the girl you're seeing is true